Am I Asking So Much???????

why is everything so hard...so confusing?
why can't life be simple?
i want to cry...
but i got no one to hold me..
to say me...everything will be fine...
i ll make it fine for you...
there's no one...who can stand by my side...and hold my hand...
to whom...i can look up...for support...
in whose shoulder can i lie and rely...
in whom...i can hide myself....
with whom...i can forget everything....
there's no one to love me...
no one to support me...
is that really so much to ask for? :'(