Sunday, January 30, 2011

Am I Asking So Much???????

why is everything so hard...so confusing?
why can't life be simple?
i want to cry...
but i got no one to hold me..
to say me...everything will be fine...
i ll make it fine for you...
there's no one...who can stand by my side...and hold my hand...
to whom...i can look up...for support...
in whose shoulder can i lie and rely...
in whom...i can hide myself....
with whom...i can forget everything....
there's no one to love me...
no one to support me...
is that really so much to ask for? :'(

Sunday, January 9, 2011

................WITHIN MYSELF...........................

Choosing a path meant having to miss out on others. She had a whole life to live, and she was always thinking that, in the future, she might regret the choices she made now. “I’m afraid of committing myself,” she thought to herself. She wanted to follow all possible paths and so ended up following none. After her first romantic disappointment, she had never again given herself entirely. She feared pain, loss, and separation. These things were inevitable on the path to love, and the only way of avoiding them was by deciding not to take that path at all. In order not to suffer, i have to renounce love. It is like putting out my own eyes not to see the bad things in life.
When i find my path, i must not be afraid. i need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way.I should not bother trying to explain my emotions. Live everything as intensely as i can and keep whatever i feel as a gift from God. The best way to destroy the bridge between the visible and invisible is by trying to explain my emotions.“But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in my search for Love. As long as i keep looking, i will triumph in the end.”

Nothing is completely wrong. Even a broken watch is right twice a day.