Sunday, May 29, 2011

I AM HERE..............................


I sit on the steps of my air castle
Drink espresso black...
Putting my taste buds to test
My lips I lick...
With the computer on my lap--
Quietly I wonder:
Into your dreams I click.

Some words and the voices
In the dark echo back.
Just like on a white canvas
A red heart--
You add colour to my life,
Know how to love me;
I am your Hermit Crab!

Heavens possess this crying tool--
Thirst quenching liquid
I call it water,
You call it rain.
In a heavy outpour
It's coming down like a melody,
A beautiful refrain.

You are more than an illusion,
Or a dream, I could not depart from.
Since you are travelling again
I had to tell you fast
How I am missing you
Do you?

About us, I won't tell anyone( if you don't want)
Our secret is in a folder
Marked 'delete not...'
It will be well kept.
Between the pages love is hiding
No one will ever know
It's depth.

If you find a new horizon
To keep company with,
And it's not the same shade
As mine,
When the voices in the dark
Again become crystal clear
Just click: 'I am online.'
You will find me here.....................

Saturday, May 28, 2011

LONELY TEARS I CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


These Lonely tears I cry…
No one truly knows why.
Missing pieces I can’t seem to find…
feeling as though I am in some sort of bind!!
This pain is all too real…
and I no longer want to feel!!
Tired, so tired of the pain…
for it has truly begun to drain.
My emotions are running so high…
not knowing what to do anymore, I just sigh.
My life has taken a large toll on me…
and I for one don’t want to continue to see!!
I am lost in this haze that surrounds me…
And all I ever wanted was to flee!!
From this wretched pain, this life of mine…
for I am the only one that knows whether or not I will be fine!!
I can’t go back in time, only a mere dream…
cause my reality is something that one does
Not want to face, so it seems

LONELY TEARS I CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


These Lonely tears I cry…
No one truly knows why.
Missing pieces I can’t seem to find…
feeling as though I am in some sort of bind!!
This pain is all too real…
and I no longer want to feel!!
Tired, so tired of the pain…
for it has truly begun to drain.
My emotions are running so high…
not knowing what to do anymore, I just sigh.
My life has taken a large toll on me…
and I for one don’t want to continue to see!!
I am lost in this haze that surrounds me…
And all I ever wanted was to flee!!
From this wretched pain, this life of mine…
for I am the only one that knows whether or not I will be fine!!
I can’t go back in time, only a mere dream…
cause my reality is something that one does
Not want to face, so it seems

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

IS IT HIS LOVE THAT GIVES ME STRENGTH !!!!!!!!


My Joker's love is on the far side.

The rivers are between our bodies;

The waters are mighty at flood-time,

A crocodile waits in the shallows.

I enter the water and brave the waves,

My heart is strong on the deep;

The crocodile seems like a mouse to me,

The flood as land to my feet.

It is his love that gives me strength,

It makes a water-spell for me;

I gaze at my heart's desire,

As he stands facing me!

My Joker has come, my heart exults,

My arms spread out to embrace him;

My heart bounds in its place,

Like the red fish in its pond.

O my love, be mine forever,

Now that my Joker has come!