Sunday, October 23, 2011

LET ME WALK ALONE.................

If only it were so simple,
To cruise through life smelling roses;
But the obstacles blacken the countryside,
And I unwittingly crush them beneath my boots.

Dreams sustain me through the madness;
Goals give a finish line to my race.
Yet they change with every turn, around every wall,
And remain elusive throughout the quest.

Mistakes are made, and regrets are my luggage;
I shall drag them with me to slow me down.
The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow me
To glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends.

Love is sweet, and it is the bread that keeps me alive.
Over and over it fills me up,to live.........
The person whom I love shape my destinies and my strengths,
Yet leaves me( sometimes) cold and alone in the darkness.

There are others trying to race to the end;
Occasionally, I bump into one or two.
The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely
But eventually, I lose those friends in the darkness.

Alone is not a bad way to be;
It clears my head and focuses on the journey.
Cherish the short intervals during the quest I have with others,
But I am prepare to walk alone in the darkness..............
Will you come with me??????????


Do you believe that true love between two people is all that takes to be able to defeat the problems that may occur in a relationship (and also in other areas of life)? Or is love sometimes not enough?

My own reasoning is that love makes us want to commit to another person and find a way to overcome any obstacle that might come our way, so that way, love is a powerful motivation and one might say it does conquer all....................

I believe in Miracles and dreams that will come true,
And I believe in happiness And love, through and through
I believe that when we cry our tears are not in vain,
And when we’re sad and lonely someone knows that we’re in pain.

I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine,
And before we know these sparks will spread
From more hearts than just mine.
I believe the gifts we have are there for you to share
And when you give them from the heart, the whole world knows you care.

I believe that if you give, even just to one,
That gift will grow in magnitude before the day is done.
I believe that comfort comes from giving part of me,
And if I share with others, there’s more for all so see.
I believe that love is still the greatest gift of all,
And when it’s given from the heart, Love will conquer all.

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness,sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."

"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness.

Love cried out, " Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding What Love is."

Tuesday, October 18, 2011


sorrow the seat is on heap of shattered hopes
still you accompany the deserted souls
sorrow you are the truth on passage of time
still you accompany defeated minds
sorrow you have nothing to hold for morrows
still you reveals the hollowness of life
sorrow you holds the secrets of dark
still you awaken the spirit in the dying man
sorrow you when words fail their expression
still you prevail the onslaught of cultures
sorrow you flood the life with tears
still you provide ways to try for happiness
sorrow you make even dull heads philosophers
still you remain elusive to searh or research

Dedicated to my friend Ravi ........who is in hospital after an accident. Get well soon Ravi....

Saturday, October 15, 2011


You mean so much to me
You truly have been a blessing to me
You are my hero and always will be
Your love has kept me alive
Your compassion has helped me to strive
Thank you for being who you are
You knew that I have been through a hell
But you helped me mend my old scars
And you listened to the secrets
Thank you for opening my eyes
.............and finding my heart
You encouraged me to spread my wings and fly
You honestly judged me,right from the start
You never let me forget that I am so strong
I am so happy to see that,after so long
thank you for being there for me when I needed to cry
And for always finding a way to make me smile
You helped me to change my lifestyle
Because of you,I learned how to get through each day
Just letting me know that everything will soon be okay
You taught me ways to handle situations on my own
Now you can see how much I have grown
I could have never done it without you
I once thought that it was impossible
But now I believe I can do whatever I want to do
You helped me learn that anything is possible
Thank you for setting me free...............
God knew I needed someone,I'm so grateful He answered my plea
Words could never being to convey
How much it means to me,that I have you to helped me to see clearly
And to know that you are by my side and will help guide me my way
I love you dearly
Simply thank you for everything


Behind a closed door I lay,
My emotions locked up inside me.
No one seems to understand the problem at bay.
I fight like a raging bull to stay sane,
But I get pulled down by the gray shadow of fear.
I cry out loud as I feel the stinging pain,
Running through my cold shallow vanes.
I clench my pale hand around my phone
The thing I have to remind you.
My tears run down my sickened face
As they splash on the bodies of the beloved.
I wonder if I ever escape this place
To join a new fate.

Then one day behind that closed door,
Your hand reaches to me for comfort.
It rests on my shoulder,
To help me remove fears boulder.
That hand gave me light in my sea of darkness.
I realize that life must go on,
And that there are others who care deeply about me.
I place that tear soaked picture in my heart,
I say my final goodbye to all my fears.
As you open that closed door.

**written when i was suffering and going through the hell.